Id

Like to help! To many people i love posting sad blogs!
I don't like hearing about all these sad friends, and not doing anything about it
To bad i dont know how to help.


Back to my usual problem

How thee fuck am i supposed to earn your "trust" back if you dont want to give me a chance.
Maybe if we got to know each other you would trust me
Maybe thats my own fault for not trying hard enough?
Maybe i dont like getting criticized at every turn D:
Who knows

I should

Be used to being home while everyones out, too bad im not :[

Im jealous of all of them getting to live their lives like they want, while I have 3 choices of my daily routine.

Halo
Computer
Sleep

Have i mentioned my parents are fucking spawns of satan himself?

Its truly ironic how they punish me, the one who doesnt smoke, doesnt drink, just hangs out with his friends. The one who holds back whenever theres an argument or helps around the house whenever asked and tries to be nice to them despite getting criticized all day

Meanwhile when my brother was my age smoking up, they were letting him do whatever the fuck he pleased.

MAAAN

Boy meets world is the best show ive ever seen.
Dont care what you niggas think

On a side note i cut my back gum from cinnamon toast crunch D:

Of course

I wouldnt be able to sleep tonight. So Ill talk about my day.

I woke up at 2 to see who i was still tokboxing with, same exact people from when i fell asleep! Then i showered, ate some cereal, and just hung around untill kirby ronnie marlon and vince stopped by with my warped tour ticket. After they left i played halo with justin and tyler for a bit, then went upstairs after i started getting tired. I played tetris with elaine for like an hour, thenn tokboxed and played digimon till midnight when i tried to sleep. And heres were i wake up. How gay

My days are so repetitive D:

Lawl

Lets follow everyone else!

Yoar changing, for the worse. It might just be me, but youve been different lately, and i dont like it.

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i miss seeing you, your the closest thing i have to a best friend. Reading what you wrote about me made me tear up. Im glad i grew up because of all the shit that happened, and i didnt abandon these friendships. It's true that we met on weird terms, but i always felt you were someone i could trust. I was always, and probably still partially am jealous at the person you are. Youve always been popular even outside our group, funny, and naturally talented at so many things. I guess i still am, but I realize you are you, and I'll make my own accomplishments from my own abilities, whatever they may be haha. Thanks for everything :D

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i really want to get to know you better. I like that we're beginning to share secrets. I think this is the real beginning of our friendship, because im truly beginning to learn who you are, and your not the asshole i met in 9th grade. No matter what happens, I'll probably still consider you my rival in halo, bboying, most things really haha. It's really lulzy how much we talk about our passion, too bad that sentence sounds super gay. Your not such a bad guy

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maybe its best i don't write about you

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i think i relate to you the best, i hope we have a class together again next year. I've shared the most deep conversations with you, and i hope to share more. Hell, im having a deep conversation with you right this moment. I've always felt it was really easy to talk to you, probably because your an open person who can laugh at himself. I think were really close, but that doesnt mean we cant become closer! :D
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i truly hope i can see you again, fuck the distance. when i think about you, im reminded of how we would play doubles together when your mic was broke, and it sucked hahah. I dont know why i did something so boring, but im glad it did because i think i grew closer to you because of it. Still you like footloose, faggot. jk you know i love you ;]

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i miss you gay boy, since 6th grade, lets keep it going. You were the funny kid in class, and so i tried to be funny too hahah. I remember you doing the parts of speech thing and everyone was so weak. I think i actually only got to know you this year, but your a great friend even under all the lulz. 24 hours of brawl was your dumbest idea ever, but ill always remember how funny it was. thank you for all the memories, There something i can look back on and enjoy.

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i think i laugh with you the most, and i love that fact. I wish i knew you better though, i feel like ive only scratched the surface. Im so glad i met you, I would probably be a very different person if i hadn't. I really hope i continue to lulz with you everyday with you, halo wouldnt be as fun without you. Maybe one day ill break out of this hell and get to see you on a regular basis, because i miss you D:

I FEEEEEEL

Like im slowly losing the person i used to be. Thats not necessarily a bad thing though, I like the person I'm becoming. I feel like I'm actually growing up, and my friendships are only getting stronger for each day I'm not with them. I really want to get closer to kirby, marlon, ronnie, kevin, darryl, tyler, the people i really care about

Team Batucada will become a force to be rekoned with :D